its been a while

well, its been about a month. i havent blogged in forever. ive been on FB, twitter, and my newest fav site, hootsuite.com. its just a social media organizer of sorts. check it out. alot has happened. school started. its hectic. i honestly feel more stressed how then i ever have been. i have 7 45 class am everyday, i work 15 to 20 hours a week, and still maintaining a social life, but i feel like i need to strap down and focus more on school. i am enjoying my classes, but i feeel real overwhelmed. its frustrating, but life goes on. i just need to work hard, pause the social life and get things in order. i have decided to stay for our summer break here in idaho, so that i can work and save up money. it will be pretty nice to just work and not worry about school. i work for the school grounds and landscape crew. i really like it alot. my boss is awesome and my crew rocks too. its just plain fun and it relieves stress.
i have made alot of new friends so far too, i am really enjoying it. of course there is the pressure of dating, never ending if you ask me. no one yet. maybe oneday. i have met alot of cool girls, but its like where do you draw the line of being friends or more than friends? if you get interested and it doesnt work it can make your friendship weird. but at the same time, if you think that way, you miss out on finally dating someone. as of right now its a confusing time. no doubt, it will pan itself out. cannt wait. haha

i feel like im treading water, that im ready to explode, and need a break. thank goodness for memorial day. this sure is a nice way to vent, all in all, life is good. i really am blessed. I am so fortunate to be attending BYU idaho, and to have the good morals and beliefs all around me. So no, i am not asking for pity, i am truly grateful for my blessings. its just one of those speedbumps in life, and i am ready to go over it.

life is good.